Intro: |
Dear Matthew, I like you a lot |
I realize that you're |
in a relationship with someone |
right now and I respect |
that. I would like you to know |
that if you're ever single |
in the future and you want |
to come visit me in California, |
I would be open to spending time |
with you and finding out |
how old you were when you wrote you first song. |
Dear Jonathan, I liked you too much |
I used to be attracted to boys who |
would lie to me and think solely about themselves |
and you were plenty |
self destructive for my taste at the time |
I used to say the more |
tragic the better, the truth is whenever |
I think of the early 90's your |
face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday |
Dear Terrance, I love you muchly |
you've been nothing but open hearted |
and emotionally available and supportive |
and nurturing and consummately |
there for me, I kept drawing you |
in and pushing you away, I remember |
how beautiful it was to fall asleep on you couch |
and cry in front of |
you for the first time |
you were the best platform from which to jump |
beyond myself, what was wrong with me. |
Dear Marcus, you rocked my world |
you had a charismatic way about you |
with the women and you got me seriously thinking |
about spirituality and |
you wouldn't let me get away with kicking my own ass |
but I could never |
really get relaxed and looked out |
for around you though and that |
stopped us from going any further than we did |
and it's kinda too bad |
because we could've had much more fun. |
Bridge: |
x4 |
Dear Lou, we learned so much |
I realize we won't be able to talk for |
some time and I understand that as I do you |
the long distance thing was |
the hardest and we did as well as we could |
We were together during a |
very tumultuous time in our lives |
I will always have your back and be |
curious about you, about your career |
your whereabouts. |